What a weekend.. what a month and what a year.... I feel like there has been a whirlwind of things that have happened in such a short amount of time...
I wonder as each year passes if I am growing or maturing or if I'm happier where I am now or wish things were how they used to be. Well... If someone would ask me o would be like...
"I have learned so many lessons throughout this year and made new friends I am happy where I am compared to other years. No regrets!"
Truth is.. I have learned lessons, a lot of them I probably didn't need to learn. I've made a lot mistakes that I so regret. I face the repercussions of those mistakes almost every day And compared to other years, this is by far the year loneliness.
But I am working on not dwelling on the past and focussing on the future and the wonderful things God has in store for me. I know on this lonely night.. that I am not alone and I am loved.
Less depressing note... Katie and I went swimming tonight! I love being able to hang out and talk with her. I feel completely comfortable around her. It's nice to have a friend like that that you can turn to. I've honestly been blessed with great friends. Throughout my selfishness and problems. They stick it through. God bless em'
Happy quarter century to this one!
