Facebook!

So... I forgot to mention.. My facebook is officially GONE! It is deleted permanently. Not just deactivated. I tried to log on to it today to see if it was deleted yet and sure enough it was. I feel pretty free. Its nice. I don't have to worry about getting upset and "facebook messaging" anyone, or looking back at old messages or posts, or stalking people. haha. Its just better this way. It is sad that I have to go to these measures, but its necessary at this point in time. 

I am ready to find that one who will sweep me off my feet like Rene did after Jordan, and show me that there is someone who can treat me better than the last guy who tried and succeeded to win this heart of mine. By ready I don't really mean ready. But I miss the companionship. One day. The next man I give my heart to will be one who is worthy of it. 

Which reminds me of a good ol' song... When I fall in love- Nat King Cole (or the Boys II Men feat. Michael Buble, is really nice too)

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you