I am healing....

I am listening to Lady Antebellum's new album Own the Night and there is one song in particular that has grabbed my hearts attention.. It is called "Wanted You More". look up the lyrics.. It so perfectly fits me like a glove. and a few months ago, hell even a few weeks ago it would have caused me to cry, but not now. I feel so much better. I am still not over the situation, but I see myself letting go and moving on. I have made a lot of decisions this week. For instance, I am leaving old friends in the past where my ex is as well. I feel like they make it harder for me and I honestly feel so much better after making that decision.

 I also quit my job. 

But I am feeling confident that I will find a new one very soon. I hope so because I have a loan payment due. Being an adult sucks. But I feel so positive lately. I cant get passed how good I feel emotionally. I bet it had to deal a lot with working out too. I am back running, but treadmill running. boooo... I ran 1.4 miles in 15 mins yesterday, today I didn't run nearly as long. But I assume I will be back at 4 miles here soon.

My life WILL work itself out.

I still haven't had any new news from my recruiter, I hope I hear something soon. This hurry up and wait mess is for the birds.

I am thankful for real friends. One of my best friends is getting married here soon and I am the Maid of Honor, there is a lot of work in being a MOH but i am so excited. And I feel honored. I just hope I land a pretty good job so that way when its time to throw the bachelorette party, I am not throwing it at McDonalds. Ronald McDonald isn't the type of male entertainment I had in mind. haha.

Hitting the gym in the morning... til next time...